It is spring, after all.
I'm reading a book on menopause (I'm close to that milestone birthday). I'm amazed to read that all this stuff that's going through my brain is actually part of a process of redefinition. I didn't do all the "normal", average things that some women do - didn't marry a man, didn't give birth - so it took me longer to realise that I'm being given an opportunity to redefine myself and move into the second act of my life with revised dreams.
It's good to know that all the turmoil and self doubt is for a purpose.